Overnight we found an extremely heavy South- easterly swell. The winds
were then East to NorthEast, very variable and almost dead.
We thought we had seen the land to the West at midday, and we would surely
have had a good view of it, had the horizon been clearer in that quarter.
In the afternoon all hands were ordered up on deck to clean the ship,
and with good reason, for we had neglected to do it since leaving Adventure
Bay. When we had finished, every part of the vessel was disinfected, including
the hospital.
Most of the sick men were complaining loudly that by not seeking rest
in some place where they could find relief, I wanted to bring about their
death at sea. And so, without thought for the personal hardships to which
I was submitting myself in order to give them fresh meat (which I could
have eaten), they regarded me as the prime cause of their illnesses for
having stayed too long at sea. The staff and scientists murmured likewise
and blamed, if not me directly, at least the doctor, telling him all the
time that he was misleading me as to the situation, the numbers and the
indications that they would all die.
As I viewed the matter differently from all these gentlemen, I continued
to keep the sea rather than be obliged to return a fourth time to this
[coast], which, through their fault, was not worked on at the time when
I was unfortunately sick and unable to take advantage of so favourable
an opportunity as then offered, since we sailed along it three times from
North to South and from South to North.
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